Salvation and Repentance

 

 

The reason this session has to be the first one you go through is that as a minister, my first order of business is to preach the gospel of salvation.  It is the foundation that this teaching is based on.  If you go through this book without the power within to "do" what is taught, then it becomes a self-help book and not one inspired by the Holy Spirit that brings full life and peace into your life - then promise of life after this life!  I need to ensure that you know that you are saved, how to become saved, and what it means to be saved. Some may think they are, but they really aren't. The Holy Spirit within you teaches these teachings, and if you have not received Jesus as Savior or acknowledged what Jesus truly did on the cross for you, you may have a difficult time receiving what I'll be sharing. So before going to the "meat" of the teachings, take a look at the following points, and if any apply to you, then this session is for you: (And if not, read it anyway, you may be able to help someone else.)

  • If you have not received Christ as your Savior and Lord
  • If you already received Christ, but you doubt at times that you are really saved
  • If you are not sure what repentance means
  • If you want clearer definition to help others come to know the Lord
  • Do you want to be saved but not sure how?

 

Before we can really start our journey living in freedom, we have to get this one thing certain in our lives. If you are unsure, then you are in for a rocky relationship with yourself and with God, you will become very frustrated trying to "do" what you know you should, etc. The Bible says that we need not keep going over the salvation plan; we'll never grow up. This has to be settled once and for all, and you have to believe it and never doubt it again. I believe by the time you finish reading this, and then praying about this, you will have a certainty in your heart so you can truly start growing up in Christ and living in the victory you so desire.

 

The first thing we need to do is go to the Word and see what it says:

q       "As it is written, there is non righteous, no not one." (Romans 4:10)

q       "For all have sinned and come short of the Glory of God" (Romans 4:23)

q       "For the wages of sin is death, but the gift of God is eternal life through Jesus Christ our Lord." (Romans 6:23)

q       "If we say we have no sin then the truth is not in us." (I John 1:5-8)

q        If we confess with our mouth the Lord Jesus Christ, and believe in our heart that God raised Him from the dead, we shall be saved." (Romans 10:9)

q       "God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son, that whosoever believes in Him, shall not perish but have everlasting life." (John 3:16)

q       "If we confess our sins, He is faithful and just to forgive us our sins, and cleanse us from all unrighteousness." (I John 1:9)

q       Whosoever believes in Him shall not perish but have everlasting life. (Romans 10:13)

q       "We are saved by grace through faith, not of yourselves, it is the gift of God, not of works, lest any man should boast." (Ephesians 2:8)

q       "But the Comforter, which is the Holy Spirit, whom the Father will send in My name (Jesus), He shall teach you all things, and bring all things to your remembrance, whatsoever I have said to you. Peace I leave with you, My peace I give unto you; not as the world giveth, so let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid." (John 14:26-27)

 

These scriptures clearly show us one main theme. If you believe! That is all you need to do to be saved and to continue growing in the things of the Lord. Being saved does not mean you have to go and prove to the world you are saved by starting some worldwide ministry, or "trying" to be perfect. Being saved comes from believing, and then from believing you will begin living rightly.

 

I discovered that I couldn’t do anything from my heart if I don't first believe in it. If I begin "doing" something without believing it to be true, it becomes works of the flesh and can end up in failure, frustration, guilt and sin.  God looks upon our heart, not our works. So then as we go and "do" the word (James 1) then others will see your good fruit and that could lead to their conversion as well. We win others by our example, not by our words. But remember, "trying" to be a good example is NOT what you are to do. When you truly believe something, you will "live" it easily and naturally, without effort! This is the peace God speaks of in the Bible. If you start believing, the rest will follow. Believing is ONLY the beginning of a lifelong journey. If you don't believe something now, pray that God help you believe, and wait on him to bring it to pass.  The Bible is very clear that God wills in us both to will and do of his good pleasure.  So get off that treadmill of "good works" and just believe what you believe now. 

 

However, this is where most people start to have problems. Once we are saved by believing, we are recruited to begin "doing" a bunch of stuff - either by others, our church or even ourselves.  We jump in and begin "trying" to be a Christian! The same way you were saved is the same way you continue living, by believing. (Galatians 3:1-3). We are only perfected in our Christian walk by faith (believing) and that comes in time, not over night!  You do not need to be doing more than you believe right now! What I mean is that you are OK right where you are, you don't have to "try" to do any more than you are doing, unless of course the Lord is leading you "by faith" to do something.

 

I found that when I finally got the following things down in my life, my life took a radical change for the better.  (more is discussed in sessions to come.)

1) That I'm truly saved (I doubted it from time to time because of what I would do or think)

2) To live my life simply believing (I wasn't doing this either, I was out "trying" to accomplish the Christian life instead of entering into God's rest to accomplish it for me!)

3) And most of all that God loved me, just as I am, at all times, regardless of what I thing, said or did. (more is discussed in following sessions.)

 

If we believed we are truly saved, then we won't have any question about God's love for us. "For God so loved the world that He gave…." This is the KEY to living the life of a believer. And I know that many of you "know" God loves you, but what you have to do is "believe" He loves you. That is evidenced if you can "receive" it personally right now for yourselves! When we truly believe something, it becomes part of us, not like "knowledge" that comes and goes. When we truly believe, it becomes a permanent fixture in our lives. We begin living what we believe! The Bible says that we should lay a firm foundation so we can begin building on it, but if we still have to keep going over and over the foundation points, we'll never grow.  Ask God now to help you get this once and for all for yourself - even if you have been a Christian for 18 years like I was!

 

IMPORTANT! When we believe what I just shared, the next step is to receive. We believe AND receive to be complete. I can believe Jesus died on the cross for my sins, but until I receive that truth into my life, it's nothing. The devils even "believe" the difference is they cannot "receive." This is CRITICAL for you to be able to have the kind of relationship you want with God the Father, God the Son and God the Holy Spirit. We "receive" totally when we apply the sacrifice Jesus gave. Truthfully, as a believer you do not need to ASK for forgiveness, you need to "receive" because Jesus has forgiven you of all your sins, yesterday's, todays and tomorrows. When I confess my sins to God, I then say, "Father I receive the forgiveness, and thank you for forgiving me."  But, until we "receive" and "apply" (appropriate) that forgiveness to our sin, we will be under guilt and condemnation. People who are under guilt of any kind or feeling condemned for any reason have NOT applied the forgiveness and sacrifice to their lives.

 

So perhaps you "know" you are saved, but do you "believe" you are saved is the real question?

 

This is the foundation for us to grow up in Christ. Many are "trying" to be Christians but don't have the power behind it (the Holy Spirit within) to "be" a Christian. When we receive Christ (believe what I shared above), we are given the power to overcome sin. And truthfully, that is what being a believer means. Believing is the power to be victorious over all sin. If sin were not in the world, we would not need a Savior? After all, Jesus came to save us FROM our sin! It's all about "sin!"

 

Once we have been saved, now what do we do? As I shared moments ago, we are to continue our lives "believing" not "doing" as the scriptures say (Galatians 3:1-3). Doing comes after we truly believed AND received the salvation and forgiveness of sins. However, many are out doing a bunch of stuff thinking it's what they are supposed to be doing as part of their salvation. This is error and bondage. The scripture, "Faith without works is dead" (James 2:17) applies here. Because God looks at the heart and motive for whatever we do, and if it's not being done in faith, no matter what it is, it's counted as sin. (Romans 14:23) But a person who truly has received a revelation on being forgiven and applying it daily to their lives, they will have "works" that are not dead. They will have fruit, and many will be touched by this person's life, because it's from the heart of God, which is Faith.

 

Repentance:

 

Once we get past the salvation, we need to now understand what "repentance" means to us. We are to live a life in truth. (John 17:17) What is really awesome is that God has made a way for us to remain a Christian even when we do things wrong because of the price Jesus paid for our sins - we ARE forgiven! Forever! But we need to believe we are forgiven – that’s what it means when Jesus told the disciples the work they were to do was “believe.”  He knew that was going to be the most difficult thing they would do.  But to only believe is the first part of repentance, then we need to receive.  I can believe I’m forgiven, but it does me little good until I receive the forgiveness.  If I go around “knowing” I can fall under guilt and shame.  But once I “receive” it, I’m made free of all guilt and shame!  We don't have to beg to be forgiven. We ARE forgiven. A double minded man is unstable in all his ways and he shall receive nothing of the Lord! (James 1:6-8)  If we believe and then doubt, believe and then doubt, this is double-mindedness.  We are not saved one day when we "think" we are good, and the next when we "think" we are bad.  When our children do this, does that make our children any less our children when they disobey?  No, they are still your child.  Same with us, we are still saved and Children of God regardless!

 

As we go out into the world from conversion, we have opportunity to come up against so many obstacles. How deep our roots are from the first moment we believe is how we will weather these obstacles. (Mark 4:3-8) Good roots are made deep when you truly "believe" what I've just shared.

 

Now to set that salvation in stone, we need to live as though we are saved. When we receive Christ as our Savior, we have been given a desire to serve Him. We turn from those things we used to serve to serve Him. This is called repentance.

 

If you have a desire to serve the Lord in your heart, you are on the right track. The Holy Spirit draws us by His spirit and calls us to be God's own. That means we have an inherited desire to follow him (not that we do such a good job at it) but we want to follow him none-the-less.

 

I worked with someone recently who was seeking help from the Lord, people ministered to her, she even went to seminars and conferences, she knew the Bible was the help she needed but struggled terribly to live in victory. She shared with me that she realized she was never really saved! It wasn't until she "understood" what it meant to truly repent.  The information below is an excerpt from what she shared:

 

The Real Meaning of Repentance

Most believers don't believe that Satan can lead them astray through God's Word. But Satan comes as "an angel of light" (II Corinthians11:14). So he won't come to you quoting from some heathen religious book, but from the Bible. If Satan could try to tempt even Jesus by quoting the Scriptures, we can be certain that he will try that with us too.

Someone has said that truth is like a bird having two wings - "It is written" and "It is also written". If you have only one wing, you will go around in circles perpetually and probably astray. But when you have both wings you move forward.

Consider the answer to this question: Why did Christ die on the cross? The common answer to that question is: It is written, "Christ died for our sins." (1 Corinthians15:3). But that is only half the truth. To get the whole truth, we must look at another Scripture. It is also written, "Christ died so that those who live should no longer live for themselves but for Him who died and rose again on their behalf." (II Corinthians 5:15). Only when we put both these Scriptures together, do we get both wings of truth.

When we read that Christ died for our sins - we need to understand what sin is. This can be understood aright only when we look at the second Scripture. There we see that to sin is to live for ourselves. But that is not the common understanding of sin that most believers have. When you say that you don't want to sin anymore, do you really mean that you don't want to live for yourself anymore?

As we get a better understanding of God and Scripture, we will realize that sin is not just murder, adultery and theft etc., it is living for oneself. If we live for ourselves, whatever bad habits we may have put away, we are still living in sin. Anything that is not of faith is Sin. (Romans 14)

"If any man is in Christ, he is a new creation. Old things have passed away" (II Corinthians 5:17). This means that the old attitudes, the old way of living has gone away. He is no longer living for himself. He has not reached the goal of Christ likeness. But he has turned around and is seeking to live for the glory of God. This and this alone is true repentance.

Repentance means an "About Turn", so that we turn our backs henceforth to living for ourselves and decide to live for God alone. This does not mean becoming full time Christian workers. No. God calls only 1 in a 1000 of believers to be full time workers. He wants all His other children to work in secular jobs - earning their own living, but not living for themselves but for the glory of God.

Repentance is described in 1 Thessalonians 1:9, as "Turning to God from idols". Many so-called believers have not turned to God from their idols. In India, many of the heathen people are happy to accept Christ as their god - but only as one more god in addition to the many idols that they already worship. We know that this is impossible. One who accepts Christ must give up all other gods and idols.

Remember the Holy Spirit says to believers, "Little children, guard yourselves from idols" (1 John.5:21). There is no difference between a heathen man who wants to accept Christ in addition to his existing gods, and the so-called believer who wants to accept Christ, but still wants to pursue after money (his present god).

We must give our lives to God, our lives must be for Him to order as He pleases. Have you turned toward Him and away from seeking your own? Many believers are going to have a lot of regret when Jesus returns and they discover that all the money that they earned on earth was no better than the play-money that children play with in a MONOPOLY game - worth nothing!! And all the property that they acquired on earth too was just like the hotels and the houses on that MONOPOLY board - worth nothing. The game of life is over then and they never accomplished anything other than accumulating worthless things that have no eternal value. They have lived a useless life. There will be tremendous regret too if all they sought for was honor and they discover that their honor has evaporated in the light of eternity. We are to seek those things, which are above, not the things that are upon the earth. (Colossians 3:1)

But those who have lived to do the will of God and for the glory of God will find that they have tremendous joy in that day. Material things are only for our use on this earth. That is all. As long as we use them, that is all right. But they should never master us. It is one thing to use money. It is another thing to be mastered by it. Money is an excellent servant but a terrible master.

Why are most homes war zones today? Because both husbands and wives want to live for themselves. Even pastors and preachers are divorcing their wives and marrying other women.

The reason for all this is that believers have not seen that sin is living for oneself. They have not seen it because they have not been taught it. The fault is with their leaders and their blood is on the hands of their leaders who are accountable to God.

Jesus said, "very few will find the way of life". Why?

Because the gate is so narrow. (Matthew 7:14)

A believer, a true believer, LOVES the truth. The truth about themselves, the truth about the Word, the truth about everything. The Bible says that those who love a lie, their father is the devil. It is a great grace that God has given us an ear to hear the truth. God loved us before we were born and wanted the best for us. He did not want us to waste our lives and to wake up in eternity to find ourselves paupers. He wants us to be wise and to live for the things that are eternal.

Kingdom living is not living for money, houses and lands, etc.; they will be shaken and removed one day. Only that which is not created will remain. So we must be wise to spend our time and energies for that which will remain eternally. And let me say again that that does not mean that you should all become full time Christian workers. But it does mean that in whatever work you do; you no longer live for yourself, but only for the glory of God. The Bible says that we can do nothing apart from Him anyway.  You can certainly work and earn the best salary possible - to support yourself and the Lord's work. But your goal in life must be the glory of God. Your ambition in life must be to please Him.

I am not saying that we can't go for a picnic or have any form of recreation. Of course we can. As human beings, we need that - whether playing games or listening to music and even visiting with friends and neighbors (which by the way is a way we also visit with God) or whatever. All that is perfectly all right, if it is clean and healthy entertainment. It is when any of these things master us and begin to be a dominant interest in our lives that we cross over the red line into dangerous ground. It is very easy for a job or a sport or some harmless entertainment to become so much a part of a person's life that it becomes the main thing in his life (idol). And then even his wife and children get neglected. And God of course gets neglected first of all. When that happens, then you know that that thing (whatever it is) has become the man's master.

God tested Abraham's devotion that day to check whether Isaac had become an idol in his life. God told him, as it were, that he had to turn from all idolatry if he was to serve the Lord. And so he had to place his son on the altar and give him up. God did not take Isaac away, because God was only detaching Abraham from his unnatural attachment to Isaac that would have hindered his walk with God. God has to do the same with us. We have to give him that which is most precious to us.

In the rich young ruler's case it was his money. Just like God asked Abraham to give up Isaac, God asked the rich young ruler to give up his money. For all you know, if that rich man had only said "Yes, Lord, here it is all", God may have told him that he could keep his money, just like he told Abraham to keep Isaac. But he had to give it up first.

May we then all have the grace to say, "Lord whatever Isaacs there are in my life, I lay them all on the altar and give them all up to you. I don't want any more idols in my life that come between you and me. I don't want to live for myself. I really want to live for you alone. I want to live for the glory of God. I don't want to waste my life."

This is the best news in the world: We don't have to be slaves to our own ambitions and desires any more and thus waste our earthly lives, but can be free to live for the glory of God and thus live useful lives. To live for ourselves is to live in bondage and in chains. To live for the glory of God is to be like the eagles that fly in the sky. The good news of the gospel is that Jesus can break every chain and set you free - TODAY!! It is written, "If you lose your life, you shall find it."

If you have wasted much time in profitless pursuits in the past, you can't do anything about that now. You can confess your sin of selfishness, etc., receive forgiveness now and start the day a-new.  The Bible says His mercies are "new" every morning!

Since there is still time ahead of us, we can get things right in our heart with the Lord. If you desire a security of salvation and of repentance, then pray this prayer:

"Lord I can't do anything about the years of my life that are past. But I want to live the rest of my life for you alone. Search my life and see if there are any idols that I am worshipping. I want to turn from every idol in my life to worship and serve you alone. Lord Jesus I repent especially of this unconscious idolatry of living for myself. I ask you to come into my life, not only as my Savior, but as my Lord.  I pray that you are Lord over my life, not me. I know that I am a sinner and Jesus came to pay the penalty for my sins. I believe He rose from the grave and lives! And because He lives, by my receiving Him, I will live too. I confess my sins and thank you for forgiving me of my sins, and cleansing me from all unrighteousness. I believe you have saved me and will not doubt that salvation again. Help me to believe this every day of my life Lord. I receive your Love, your forgiveness and choose to live for your glory every day.  When I fail, I will come to you and confess, I will not fear or doubt or worry I've lost your love - I will only believe that you forgive and receive that love and forgiveness immediately.  I pray all these things by faith, in Jesus precious name, Amen."

What Does Love Have to Do with Healing?

If we aren’t in right fellowship (relationship) with God, how can He give us anything? If we aren't in right relationship with ourselves or others, we are sinning - and sin prevents good things from happening to us. (Jeremiah 5:25).  We prevent Him from moving in our lives because of our sins and iniquities. (Isaiah 59:1-2) Until we understand the Love of God, we cannot receive anything from Him in the amount He wants us to have. So if we haven't received His love, we certainly can’t love ourselves, let alone love others. Are you trying to forgive and love? Did you know that all your "trying" amounts to "works of the flesh"? Wouldn’t it be nice if you can simply "forgive and love"? Did you know that forgiveness and love brings health?

As we enter into this teaching session, it is important that you take your time going through it. Give it time to absorb. I’ve had people say that there is a lot of knowledge being imparted and it’s very over-whelming to take in all at once. But be "diligent" and don’t give up because a diligent person will obtain righteousness and honor. (Proverbs 21:21). Matthew 5 says, "Blessed are they that do hunger and thirst after righteousness for they shall be filled."

This ministry believes that God is the Father, God is the Son and God is the Holy Spirit. We need to understand these three characters of God in their entirety in order to understand who God is. (Ephesians Chapter 4) We will be identifying each person separately for complete understanding and knowledge. This is the most important foundation to ALL healing and health! Why? Because as stated earlier, when we don’t have a right relationship with God, there is a breakdown preventing Him from hearing our prayers, resulting in no healing. Until I understood the Godhead fully, I was still in bondage myself!

This is a KEY scripture and a very important for foundation:

"Thou shalt love the Lord thy God (relationship) with all thine heart (spirit man), soul (psyche) and mind (physio) and you shall love your neighbor as yourself. Upon this, the law and the prophets hang." (Matthew 22:37-40) You can’t love yourself and have self-hatred and guilt. You can’t love your neighbor with unforgiveness. You can’t love God, because scripture teaches, how can you hate your brother whom you have seen and love God whom you have not seen? The Bible says in Matthew 5 "He who hates is brother without a cause is in danger of the judgment."

By breaking down this key passage of scripture, it will help us gain knowledge necessary to impact our lives to change in our mind, body and soul:

"We are to love the Lord thy God with all thine heart, soul and mind…."

How do we Love God? First we need to know His character.

You’d be surprised how many people see God as a tyrant waiting to pounce on them when they do something wrong. They don’t see Him as a loving Father wanting to help His children. They only have their own fathers to compare God with and don’t understand the Love of God. They may fear their fathers to the point of avoiding them. Many people transfer this kind of fear to God. God wants us to come to Him any time, day or night, about anything! What have you believed about God?

Proverbs 2:1-5 says, "My son if thou wilt receive my words, and hide my commandments with thee, so that thou incline thine ear unto wisdom, and apply thine heart to understanding, Yea, if thou criest after knowledge, and liftest up thy voice for understanding, if thou seek her as for silver, and searches for her as for hid treasures, THEN shalt thou understand the fear of the Lord, and find the knowledge of God."

We have the wrong kind of fear about God! The book of Jeremiah also speaks of relationship with God. Also includes relationships with others and with ourselves, explaining the results of not abiding in truth!